CFJTM Chapter 101. I like Shen Qingshu

CFJTM Chapter 101. I like Shen Qingshu

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Bai Jian hurriedly followed him and entered the nearby staircase with him.

Han Cheng stood by the stairs and asked him, “what do you want to say?”

Bai Jian raised his eyes and looked at him with a little hesitation. He held the things in his arms and said to him, “Han ge, I don’t need you to compensate me. You helped me before and paid the expenses for the hotel, so how can I ask you to compensate me?”

Hearing what he said, Han Cheng thought of how he  opened a hotel room costing more than 4,000 for him, “Okay, then combined they are offset. You don’t have to give me the cost of the hotel, and I won’t compensate you for your mental loss, just right.”

“Yes.” Bai Jian smiled at him.

He looked down at the broken clay figure and asked Han Cheng, “Han ge, do you like this clay figure? I’ve been learning to make them recently. If you like it, I can give you one.”

“No thanks.” Han Cheng was indifferent. “I’m not interested in this kind of thing.”

Bai Jian’s expression turned lost when he heard these words. “Well, I wanted to give you this as a gift of thanks.”

Han Cheng chuckled, “Bai Jian, have you forgotten that when I had dinner, I said I would allow you to invite me to dinner. But after eating, we won’t be involved with each other and have nothing to do with each other anymore.”

Bai Jian looked at him in surprise, as if he didn’t expect him to say this sentence to himself again.

“I didn’t forget.”

“Then what are you saying now? Isn’t it boring to repeat yourself?”

“I’m just thankful, so I wanted to thank you.” Bai Jian argued, “Han ge, you helped me twice. I kept it in mind, so I am very much appreciative towards you and want to thank you.”

“I don’t need it.” Han Cheng stated coldly.

“I have a high level of education and a sense of social responsibility, so I’ve always helped a lot of people, adding your instance will not make any difference. If everyone insisted on thanking me like you, the left behind children funded by my yearly donations can gather together to form a large kindergarten is too much. So it’s not necessary. You’re not a special case, let alone a special case, you’re just the most ordinary one among my efforts.”

Bai Jian was stunned for a moment, then looked at him blankly.

Han Cheng’s expression was still calm. He said, “to be honest, I don’t like this unnecessary entanglement. You’re not thanking me, but more like satisfying your own desire for gratitude, so your behaviour brings nothing to me but discomfort.”

“I didn’t.” Bai Jianlian hurriedly said, “Han ge, you misunderstood me. I don’t want to satisfy my gratitude. I really want to thank you.”

“Why do you suddenly think so? Did Shen ge say something to you? It’s not like that. Shen ge really misunderstood.”

“QingQing didn’t say anything to me. He’s very kind to you, so I allowed you to invite me to that meal. Otherwise, according to my temper, I wouldn’t go, because it’s not necessary. I helped you, but it’s because I’m willing to help you. I would do the same for everyone. It’s not because of you, it’s not due to anyone else, only me.”

“Then why did you suddenly do this?” Bai Jian didn’t understand.

Han Cheng chuckled, “I’ve always been like this, but you didn’t see it.”

He said, “you don’t know me at all.”

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Bai Jian was silent. He seemed unwilling to believe it and refused to believe the fact.

How can he not know him?

He is so gentle and reliable, so considerate, how can he not understand him?

“What kind of person do you like?” Han Cheng asked him.

Bai Jian was caught off guard when he asked this question. Receiving his deep look, his mouth opened and closed silently, and he lowered his head silently, not daring to speak.

“Do you know what kind of person I like?” Han Cheng continued.

Bai Jian looked up at him. “What kind?”

“I like smart people.” Han Cheng said, “Interesting, cheerful, optimistic, good-looking, dedicated to me…”

When he said this, he suddenly realised that Shen Qingshu seemed to have everything he said.

Han Cheng suddenly lost his words, and his mind was full of Shen Qingshu’s figure.

In a flash, he finally understood something obvious.

He has never been in a hurry to fall in love. He has always felt that love should start with being attracted by each other’s character or inner qualities. Two people will get to know each other and then fall in love.

He always thought that even if he and Shen Qingshu get along well, they are not in love.

Even when he drove back to find Shen Qingshu, he felt that since Shen Qingshu wanted to fall in love, he would accompany him.

He has never looked at him from afar with eyes other than those of his fellow car friends. So even if he has long become the ideal lover in his heart, he has never realised.

Everyone said he liked Shen Qingshu. Zhou Jinming said so, Wu Yang said so, and even his ge said so.

But he doesn’t think so. How can he like Shen Qingshu?

They are obviously just car friends. Shen Qingshu has never been his love.

But now, Han Cheng finally found that he actually liked him from the beginning. So he didn’t need alternatives, so he couldn’t understand and wouldn’t accept when Shen Qingshu said he wanted to end the relationship.

Therefore, he hurried back in the darkness of the night, racing against the clock to tell him, “If you want to fall in love, choose me.”

In fact, he has long liked Shen Qingshu. No one has ever been so in line with his preferences. An image that was constantly in his heart. Delighted every time they meet and in pain every second they are apart.

Han Cheng suddenly smiled. He looked at Bai Jian with clear and gentle eyes, but the tenderness was not for him, but for the thought of the person he liked. His whole person became gentle for the other.

“I like Shen Qingshu.” Han Cheng said gently.

He never had a moment, as clear as now, where he understood that he really liked Shen Qingshu. In all seriousness, he had fallen in love with him without realising it.

Bai Jian was surprised. He could hardly hold the things in his hand. He was stunned and said for a long time, “Really?”

“Of course.” Han Cheng whispered, “So I hope you won’t appear in front of me again in the future.”

“Because Shen ge doesn’t like me?” Bai Jian asked him.

“No, because I don’t like you.” Han Cheng calmly expressed.

“Because of Sun Jun?”

“Sun Jun?” Han Cheng asked in confusion.

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Bai Jian hurriedly explained, “I really didn’t treat you as Sun Jun, when thanking you. I really wanted to thank you. Shen ge misunderstood me and my relationship with Sun Jun. I tried to explain to him, but he didn’t want to listen. Han ge, I really don’t have the ideas he thought. I really appreciate you.”

Han Cheng thought silently and finally vaguely remembered that on the night when he first met Bai Jian, Bai Jian kept shouting the name “ah Jun”.

He felt as if he understood.

“Sun Jun and I look a little alike, don’t we?”

Bai Jian shook his head in a fluster. “It’s just a little similar in the silhouette, but I really don’t thank you for this reason.”

Han Cheng nodded with an indifferent expression, “I believe you.”

Bai Jian was relieved, “You’re not angry?”

“Of course I’m not angry. You’re nothing to me. So there’s no reason to be angry.”

Bai Jian: …

Bai Jane thought he was definitely angry.

“Are you still angry?”

Han Cheng laughed sarcastically, “you take yourself too seriously.”

“Who am I? Why should I be angry over you? Do I know you? Do I know anything else about you besides your name?”

Bai Jian: …

“But QingQing should be very angry.” He added on.

Han Cheng felt that he finally understood why after a few days away, Shen Qingshu suddenly changed his attitude towards Bai Jian. Before, he desperately wanted them to be together. Now he wants to tear Bai Jian with his hand like tearing cabbage.

I see.

Han Cheng couldn’t help laughing.

His heart seemed to have been basked in the sun. Everywhere he went, flowers bloomed in spring. Those things he didn’t like and didn’t want to recall also became relaxed in the sun.

He smiled and looked at Bai Jian. “You shouldn’t let him see you. If he sees you, he won’t have a good attitude towards you anymore.”

“But this is a misunderstanding.” Bai Jian argued.

“Is it really a misunderstanding?” Han Cheng said softly, “then why were you shouting his name when you were drunk?”

“That’s because we are friends.”

Han Cheng nodded, “As long as you’re happy.”

He is not interested in knowing the relationship between Bai Jian and Sun Jun, nor is he interested in knowing what their situation is. He doesn’t care. He was completely indifferent.

“But thank you for telling me about it. Otherwise, I guess I would never know.”

Bai Jian was shocked. “Didn’t Shen ge tell you?”

“How could he tell me such a thing?” Han Cheng chuckled, “you really don’t know him.”

When will Shen Qingshu tell him such a thing? He knows his disgust for Yan Jiayu, so he won’t tell himself similar things, ever.

Shen Qingshu pushed him away and wanted him to be with Bai Jian because he thought his fated love was Bai Jian and the happiness he wanted.

Shen Qingshu was purely hoping that he could be happy.

So how could he tell him such disgusting and dirty things.

Therefore, he will no longer allow Bai Jian to be with him.

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From the beginning to the end, Shen Qingshu just wanted him to be as happy as he should be. So he naturally wouldn’t tell him those things that wouldn’t make him happy.

This is the Shen Qingshu he knows, the one he is familiar with, the one he has always liked and unconsciously loves, the spoiled Shen Qingshu.

Han Cheng suddenly felt that today’s weather was wonderful, suitable for going out and meeting the person he likes.

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“I don’t want to waste any more time on you, so I’ll just say these words once. I hope you can remember them.” He was so anxious to leave to meet his lover that his patience disappeared in an instant.

“First, don’t appear in front of me again in the future. If you see me from a distance, please take a detour. If you can’t avoid me, treat it as if you and I don’t know each other, ignore me, don’t even think to say hello to me.”

“Second, if you don’t avoid me and insist on talking to me, I won’t pay attention to you.”

“Third, there are many people who like me. It’s not your turn, so don’t bother to entangle yourself. That would be best for you and me.”

“Han ge, I…” Bai Jian was about to speak, but Han Cheng interrupted.

“Listen to me first.” He attitude was tough.

“Fourth, I’m actually dissatisfied with one thing. According to reason, you should respect Shen Qingshu. Yet you often don’t give him the respect he deserves, starting and ending with ‘Shen ge’. As a host, you should try to take care of everyone on the table instead of talking to me all the time and ignoring his existence. QingQing takes good care of you, doesn’t he? If you really want to show gratitude, why don’t you repay him for taking care of you all this time? “

“Or does your so-called gratitude actually have differing weight and size? What I do is significant, and what he does is insignificant?”

“No…”

“I said, listen to me.” Han Cheng looked at him. “You just need to listen.”

Bai Jian: …

Bai Jian pursed his lips and looked at him aggrievedly.

Han Cheng remained unmoved and continued to state his dissatisfaction.

“Fifth, when a person who took care of you changes from the previous care to dislike, what you are most worried about is not what you yourself have done wrong. Instead, suspecting that Shen Qingshu talked about you behind your back. Are you worthy of his previous care? Are you really as grateful as you say?”

“Sixth, I know Shen Qingshu better than you, so there will never be a time when you can say he does’t listen to me. You shouldn’t tell such a lie. I don’t like others to slander him, and I don’t like others to provoke our feelings.”

“Finally, don’t speculate about others without authorization. He is much more noble than you. So while you can do many such vile things, he won’t do them.”

“The reason why I appear in this crew is not because of you, not because of the film, but because he is here. I think you should understand that?”

Bai Jian gritted his teeth and did not speak.

He looked at him with moist eyes and heavier dissatisfaction and grievances in his eyes.

But Han Cheng didn’t care, “I’m finished, you can go.”

Bai Jian laughed at his words. He thought he would say now you can explain, but he said, you can go?

Bai Jian thought it was ridiculous. He said such a thing, but didn’t want to hear a word from him. Even if he had a good feeling for him, why should he be humiliated like this?!

“Are you happy that you humiliated me so much?”

“How can the truth be called humiliation?” Han Cheng chuckled, “I’ve helped you twice. How can I humiliate you if I’m so good?”

Bai Jian: …

Bai Jian looked at him with a bitter smile and let out a sad sound, like laughing and crying.

“Remember when you said you wanted to explain, but he doesn’t want to listen? Now that’s it.” Han Cheng whispered, “Now, you can tell others that you tried to explain, but I didn’t want to listen.”

Bai Jian: …

Bai Jian was stunned.

“You did it on purpose?”

“Of course not. I’m just what you want. After all, I’m so kind, gentle and helpful.”

Bai Jian: …

Bai Jian turned and walked towards the stairs, no longer wanting to say another word to him.

How could he do this?!

He is not the Han Cheng he knows!

Han Cheng looked at his ashamed and angry back and laughed silently. Is this kind of black hearted cabbage still worthy of sharing fate with him?

Not afraid of dirtying his fate?

He’d better go and tell his baby about fate.

After all, his baby is so worried.

He turned and looked out of the window. The sun was just right and the spring was in full force. The perfect time for them to meet.

Han Cheng quickly moved and walked into the spring.

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