CFJTM Chapter 133. No matter how he kissed, it’s never enough

TN: We are so close to halfway through, when we get there I’ll release some extra chapters to celebrate 🎉🎉

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Shen Qingyu looked at him and felt like dying.

Shen Qingshu has let off steam and is in a good mood. Only then is he ready to end this farce.

“What time is it?” He asked Han Cheng.

Han Cheng glanced at his watch. “It’s past 11 o’clock.”

Over half a day, Shen Qingshu thought, “let’s go back.”

“En.” Han Cheng answered.

He looked up at Han Yu, who raised his chin. “You drive my car and take QingQing back. I’ll handle the follow-up.”

“Okay.” Han Cheng replied.

Han Yu threw the car key to him. Han Cheng caught it and led Shen Qingshu outside.

Mother Shen quickly got up and wanted to follow them, when Han Yu said slowly, “not so fast.”

He looked at mother Shen and said, “you should stay a while. The police will come later and take your statement.”

Mother Shen looked at Shen Qingshu, then at Shen Qingyu lying on the ground, and nodded silently.

Shen Qingshu seems to finally remember that she still exists.

He turned to look at mother Shen. “Do you have anything else to say to me?”

Mother Shen looked at him with wet eyes. After a long time, she whispered, “I’m sorry, xiao Shu, mum, has let you down.”

As she spoke, tears came out again.

Shen Qingshu looked at her swollen eyes and was silent for a long time.

When he was in the house, he heard it very clearly and knew that mother Shen really blamed herself for the accident and cared a little about him now.

But he didn’t care.

Instead of comforting mother Shen, he calmly said to her, “you really should say sorry to me. If you hadn’t come to me suddenly and insisted on seeing me, this wouldn’t have happened to me.”

Mother Shen didn’t think he would scold her so frankly and mercilessly. She looked at him in surprise.

“This time, I was lucky. Han Cheng was afraid that I would have an accident, so he made all the preparations for me in advance. I also have a good mental quality. I can calm down and think about how to protect myself when I encounter this kind of thing. Otherwise, what you see now is definitely not the unharmed me in front of you, but the humiliated me that your son hoped for.”

Mother Shen couldn’t help the pain in her heart again. “I’m sorry.”

“I accept your apology, but I hope you aren’t just talk and prove yourself with practical actions. From now on, stay away from me. If I don’t come to you, you don’t come to me. This is your best apology to me. If you didn’t come to me this time from the beginning and didn’t insist on seeing me, we wouldn’t be here now, right?”

Mother Shen’s tears suddenly came down again.

She nodded again and again, powerlessly saying, “yes.”

She really didn’t expect this kind of thing to happen. She just wanted to repair her relationship with Shen Qingshu and just wanted to send him a gift. But she didn’t expect that she almost sent him to the gate of death.

“I won’t come find you again.” She cried.

“That’s for the best.” Shen Qingshu chuckled. “I have received this birthday gift. Thank you. I like it very much. I also wish you good health and good luck. I will greet you when I see you again in the company.”

Shen Qingshu finished, turned around, took Han Cheng’s hand and walked out.

What he said with Han Cheng was true. He was not completely unafraid, especially at the moment when he found that the watch on his wrist was missing, he was really scared and flustered.

It was only later that he wanted to protect himself, so he kept calm and tried to make the opponent relax his guard to the greatest extent.

At the moment when he first woke up, he really hated and was tired of mother Shen, who led him to be attacked by Shen Qingyu. Without her, he would never have encountered this. He even doubted whether she and Shen Qingyu had collaborated to harm him.

It was not until he saw mother Shen lying beside him and saw the two of them quarrelling over him that he believed that this should have been an accident and had nothing to do with mother Shen.

But even so, she was one of the indirect factors leading to this incident.

It is impossible for Shen Qingshu not to be angry, especially when Shen Qingyu wants people to assault him in order to get revenge on him.

If it wasn’t for the self-defence tools that Han Cheng had given him earlier, if it wasn’t for his calmness… he would not be able to appear in front of Han Cheng today if either of these factors was missing.

At that time, not only him but Han Cheng would also be injured.

Han Cheng will feel guilty for the rest of his life. In this life, he will not be able to blame himself for this matter.

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Therefore, under this series of complicated emotions, although Shen Qingshu was moved by her performance in this event, it is only so much. He can’t forgive her and embrace her without reservations.

He himself has no feelings for the Shen family, nor does he want to accept the belated love of mother Shen.

Then, the most suitable solution for them is what they discussed before. They don’t need to meet deliberately. If they meet occasionally, they can say hello, but they don’t need to be too enthusiastic.

He will support mother Shen and give her due dividends. That’s enough. There is no need for more unnecessary intimacy.

Shen Qingshu walked out of the door and saw the bodyguard and two other people who had been knocked unconscious.

This is Shen Qingyu’s other accomplices. He glanced at them curiously. As expected, they were ugly people with evil in their hearts.

–Let’s go to the iron window and cry! ¹ 

Shen Qingshu roasted in his heart. He followed Han Cheng to the car outside the yard and got in the car.

The moon in the sky is very round and bright. Today is probably the day of the reunion. Shen Qingshu thought, fortunately, he could still reunite.

He turned his head and smiled at Han Cheng. Han Cheng held him in his arms and hugged him tightly.

“It’s all right.” Shen Qingshu comforted him.

“Yes.” Han Cheng whispered, “it’s all right.”

He looked at Shen Qingshu, smiled, touched his face, and kissed him on the mouth. “It’s all right.”

“I scared you, didn’t I?” Shen Qingshu said, “I promise, this is the first and last time. I will never scare you like this again.”

“Good.” Han Cheng touched his head. “I believe you.”

Shen Qingahu looked at him with a smile. After a while, he coyly said to him, “I’m hungry.”

He has been tossing about for a long time and hasn’t eaten. So he’s hungry.

Hearing this, Han Cheng stopped. Without saying anything, he looked around Han Yu’s car and finally turned over a bag of biscuits.

“You should pad your stomach first and see if there is anything you want on the way.”

Shen Qingshu nodded.

He tore open the biscuit bag and took a piece of biscuit and fed it to Han Cheng.

Han Cheng took a bite and said to him, “not bad.”

“Then take it.” Shen Qingshu chuckled, “I’m not just giving you a taste.”

“Eat, aren’t you hungry?” Han Cheng helped him fasten his seat belt.

Shen Qingshu didn’t listen to him. He fed the rest of the biscuit to his mouth. “As if you’re not hungry. I don’t believe you kept your appetite. Isn’t how long I haven’t eaten the same as how long you haven’t eaten?”

Han Cheng then bowed his head and ate the half biscuit left in his hand.

In fact, he was not hungry. Shen Qingshu was missing and he had no idea how he was doing. How can he have the luxury to notice his hunger?

Until Shen Qingshu asked him, he had no other consciousness and thoughts. He had only one idea in his mind, that is, he was all right.

He’s finally all right.

Before coming, Han Cheng’s heart was tense and scared. He was afraid of Shen Qingshu having an accident. His mobile phone, watch and bracelet showed the positions of three different directions. Han Cheng did not know which one was real, so he asked his people to go to the other directions shown by the mobile phone and watch respectively.

He guessed that among the three things, the bracelet would not be suspected of having a locator, so he chose to go in this direction.

It was just that he was too unstable at that time, and Han Yu was afraid that something would happen to him, so he drove him.

When he was sitting in Han Yu’s car, tension wasn’t visible on his face, but his heart was trembling.

He was afraid that he would be too late and Shen Qingshu would have an accident. He was so afraid that he had no left over emotions to care about himself.

But now, he finally met Shen Qingshu. He was fully assured that he was all right. He was finally all right. He still had no time to think about other things.

Han Cheng fastened his own seat belt, then stepped on the accelerator and drove forward.

He’s going home. He’s going home with his lover.

When Shen Qingshu passed by a barbecue shop, he asked Han Cheng to stop the car and went in to eat barbecue with him.

He was really hungry and ordered many barbecue dishes. Han Cheng also ate some with him.

However he still glanced at him often.

Shen Qingshu sensitively perceived that Han Cheng’s mood has not eased, but this kind of thing can’t be helped. Not only the victims but also their loved ones are tortured as well.

Han Cheng cares about him. It’s normal for him to react like this, so he didn’t say anything. He just kept delivering barbecue to him and asking him to eat more.

The two of them finished the barbecue and just got back to the car, when Han Yu called and said that the police had taken Shen Qingyu and others away. Mother Shen was already on her way home.

“Good.” Han Cheng replied.

“You don’t need to come to the company these days,” Han Yu said. “Please stay at home with QingQing.”

“En.” Han Cheng hung up the phone.

Han Yu looked at the phone that was disconnected, and said to himself, please ease your emotions.

From finding Shen Qingshu missing to finding him, his brother has not been at ease for a minute. Han Yu feels that Han Cheng reacted calmly. He ordered other people to bring up the positioning attached to the mobile phone and watch within one second, and decisively go to the position displayed on the locator of the bracelet. However, he noticed that Han Cheng’s hands on the steering wheel were shaking.

Han Yu was worried about his mental state, so he drove with Han Cheng in the co-pilot using his own car.

He prayed countless times that Shen Qingshu must not be hurt. Otherwise, he could not guarantee what his didi would do.

Fortunately, God still favours the Han family.

Han Yu sighed with relief and felt hungry.

“Are you hungry?” He asked his bodyguard.

“A little.”

“Then find a place to eat. I’m a little hungry.”

“Yes.” The bodyguard said respectfully.

Han Cheng and Shen Qingshu arrived home. Han Cheng took him to the bath, and they soaked in the bathtub to relax.

Shen Qingshu was leaning against Han Cheng’s arms. Han Cheng looks at his wrist. After being tied for several hours, there are still traces on his wrist. He agonisingly kissed him on the wrist. “I will make him pay.”

“I know.” Shen Qingshu smiled.

“Not only him, but also the people behind him.”

Shen Qingshu was surprised. “Is there someone behind him?”

“I ordered people to monitor him. If no one meddled, how can he appear here and I don’t know? There must be someone behind him. But don’t worry, I will make him pay the price he deserves.”

Shen Qingshu knew from what he said that he had guessed who he was. In fact, he could also guess. After all, there were only two people who hated him. In particular, Yan Jiayu had a precedent of cooperating with Shen Qingyu.

“Good.” He said, “I’ll leave it to you.”

“Yes.” Han Cheng hugged him tightly. “But I also made mistakes. I should have been at home with you, since I already anticipated this would happen.”

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“I also made a mistake. I didn’t think there would be a problem if I went downstairs, so I didn’t call the bodyguards to accompany me.”

He always thought that accidents happened outside, so since he wrote at home, he asked his bodyguards to go back, saying that he would contact them when he went out.

Who would have thought that something could happen downstairs of their building.

Han Cheng didn’t have the heart to blame him, he kissed his face, and said, “I don’t blame you.”

He held Shen Qingshu and gently kissed his face and lips.

Shen Qingshu kissed him back enthusiastically and slowly turned around to hug him face to face.

The two naturally embraced each other deeply in the bathroom. Afterwards Han Cheng picked him up, dried and carried him to the bed, covered him up, while constantly kissing him.

His kiss was gentle and heavy. Hugging the person in his arms and occupying him again and again, yet he always felt that it was not enough.

Shen Qingshu felt that his waist was about to break, but Han Cheng obviously didn’t plan to stop.

He kissed his lips and kept kissing and licking. He said, “QingQing, you must be safe.”

“Nothing is allowed to happen to you.”

Shen Qingshu thinks that he will never dare to let this happen again. He may be able to walk out of the kidnapper’s house alive, but he obviously does not know whether he can get out of Han Cheng’s bed alive!

He meekly agreed. Han Cheng held his lips and occupied him again.

Shen Qingshu: …

I’m so sleepy. I really want to sleep.

Shen Qingshu didn’t know when he fell asleep. While he was groggy, Han Cheng still kissed him and occupied him gently yet forcefully.

As he fell unconscious, he could still feel that Han Cheng’s hadn’t left.

But he was too sleepy. He had experienced so much in one day. He was tired and his eyes could not help closing.

He fell asleep.

Han Cheng held him, looked at his quiet sleeping face, and kissed his lips cherishing.

He held the man in his arms and was sleepless.

He looked at the person in front of him and kept his eyes fixed on him. It seemed that as soon as he closed his eyes, he would disappear.

He reached out and dimmed the light to make Shen Qingshu sleep more comfortably, but he didn’t feel sleepy at all. He just wanted to look at him quietly and relentlessly.

It’s good, Han Cheng thought. He’s still in his arms. He’s still in front of him.

He could not help kissing Shen Qingshu’s face and Shen Qingshu’s closed eyes.

He hooped his waist tightly, without any space between them, but he always felt that it was not enough. Obviously, he was already in his arms,  yet Han Cheng still felt that it was not enough.

He couldn’t help kissing him again and again.

Constantly use this intimate contact to confirm his existence.

It was not until dawn that Han Cheng finally felt sleepy and closed his eyes.

TN: poor baby HC ( TдT )

¹ Chi Zhiqiang’s song “Tears from the Iron Window”. Sung by a reformed youth who was popular all over the country because of a unique prison song. He said before singing this song: I once stood in front of the iron window and looked at the sparkling stars . The sparkling stars were like mother’s eyes, which made me bow my head and regret.

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